MONSTER.

I was not born a monster but through a series of events beyond my control I have become one.  I think this is—to some degree—the story of everyone.  Some of us respond better than others.  I am one of those that hasn’t fared well.

I am bitter.  I have lost all motivation to change.  I will add more layers of bricks to my wall.  No one will want to climb it.

Despite what we tell ourselves, despite what we feel, we are all alone anyway.  I can only depend on me.  In the end, everyone will go.  I don’t need anyone climbing my walls.  They’re up for a reason.

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